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Goodbye To You.....Your Taking Up My Time
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[Apr. 18th, 2006|09:21 am] |
Read over that last entry
I sound like a whore |
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| Shit, She is still alive! |
[Apr. 18th, 2006|09:11 am] |
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Yes folks,
I am still alive.
I just haven't updated for about 3 months!
What has happened..
Um..
Well,
Broke up with Mikhail on tuesday, last week.
Messy break up really.
We are never going to speak again.
Although that sucks..
It's probably for the best.
I don't get him.. Or me for that matter..
Well,
on friday, I met the Jarrod shapped one.
It was fun.
He is so fucking cute.
On saturday, he told me he liked me.
Odd?
Yes.
Boys are stupid.
Going to the surgeon today.
That shall be a grand occasion.
I am bored,
I'm talking to Jet.
He is the most amazing boy on the planet.
He makes me feel ... good.
I love him.
Um,
One other boy in my life..
TRISTAN!
I also love that kid.
He called me last night..
We talked..
It was fun.
Not out of the usual.
he calls me every day
*shrug*
My to do list:
Saturday - Outing with Jarrod.
May 14th - Story of the Year/EMERY!!
June 3rd - SILVERSTEIN!!!!
That is all
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[Dec. 28th, 2005|01:51 pm] |
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LJ Interests meme results
- anberlin:
They are so cool.
Awesome live.. And really nice people to talk to - athornforeveryheart:
OMFG
99 WITH AN ANCHOR IS SO AWESOME
And the rest - behind crimson eyes:
Like Anberlin.
So cool
Awesome live (even when you get a mic to the head) and they're really nice people. - drug free:
FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!! - everytime i die:
Mmm..MMmmmmMMMMmMMMmmm - glitterboy clothing:
DXH!!!!!!1
You saw it first in AP!!
Thats what it says on my wall - norma jean:
Love Love.
Muderotica - rise against:
They're so awesome - sevendust:
This Life.
I don't think I need to explain..
Me + Mikhail = <3<3 - straight edge:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Please.
I think you all know
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[Dec. 1st, 2005|07:15 am] |
Well,
As most of you should know..
I go into hospital tomorrow..
So, I won't be active for a while.
I'll miss you all so much
Lets hope I make a speedy recovery so I can get back and tell you how well I did XD
I love you all
xoxoxoxo |
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[Nov. 8th, 2005|06:15 pm] |
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad. I promise not to come after you with a SPOON either way. Actually, I may do so, because it's blunt, it'll hurt more.
When you're finished, you could post this little paragraph on your LJ and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you. |
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[Oct. 30th, 2005|12:36 pm] |
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) its_like_me
Mouse,
Wow..
I have been your friend since ever.
Every moment we have shared, has been awesome.
I can't beleive how much we have both changed over the past few years.
It's amazing.
It's such a blessing to have someone like you in my life, and i thank God every day for you.
Thanks for being in my life...
And helping me through everything..
I hope we never part =P |
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[Oct. 28th, 2005|04:45 pm] |
1.Reply to this post if you want/need me to tell you how cool you are! (Sorry, but if I don't actually know who you are, it doesn't really work, this is supposed to be genuine)
2. Watch my journal over the next few days for a post just about you and why I think you (to borrow a phrase) rock my socks.
3. Post these instructions in your journal and give your friends a much needed dose of love and adoration! |
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[Oct. 10th, 2005|06:42 pm] |
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Guess who has a date for the formal...
I feel so girly
So, im writing in purple ^.^
I asked Steven to come with, and he said yes ^.^
It is strictly friends
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[Oct. 8th, 2005|05:28 pm] |
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YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY
I GOT MY FORMAL STUFFS!
I GOT A SUIT!!!!!!!!!!!
( Here it is ) |
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[Oct. 7th, 2005|01:49 pm] |
Does this sound ANYTHING like me?
JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet
unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly.
Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily
hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but
never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others
physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring
and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp.
Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in
studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old
friends. HOT. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. |
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[Oct. 6th, 2005|02:59 pm] |
a n g e r section.
do you have a quick temper?: Hahaha, yes
what do you do when you're mad?: Cry...
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: I dont know
If you can take back time, would you have never done this?:..
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: I think i have :(
Ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: I think i have
Do you curse when you're mad?: Yes
c r y i n g section.
when was the last time you really cried your heart out?: Um, probably not too long ago
ever cried yourself to sleep?: Oh yeah, all the time
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Probably
ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yes.
do you cry when you get an injury?: Of course I do.
do certain songs make you cry? Alot of songs do, i wont bother listing them.
can you make yourself cry?: Yes.
p a i n section.
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: I go though it every day.
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: .....
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: I dont know.
ever had a painful break up?: Yes.
what about the old 'pain for pleasure?: :|.
how depressed do you get?: I dont know... A Bit.
do you inflict pain on yourself?: Nope, Others do it :).
h a p p y section.
are you normally a happy person?: Yeah.
what can make you happy?: Music.
do you wish you were happier?: Right now...Yes.
what makes you the happiest?: Music.
is being happy overrated?: Sometimes.
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: Most of them time..Yes, with out a doubt.
can music make you happy?: I'm not even going to answe.
l o v e section.
how many times have you had your heart broken?: I wouldnt have a clue if it was real or not.
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: Yes, Definatly.
have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: Yes.
did you ever love someone, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: I got "That good" last night, but then i got an appology and "I love you".
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: Yes.
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'I love you' to you?: Yes.
ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'I love you'?: No.
h a t e section.
who do you actually hate?: No one.
ever made a hit list?: Nope :).
have you ever been on a hit list?: Most probably
are you a mean bully?: I dont know..quite possibly.
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: No.
do you hate George Bush?: How can i hate someone i pay no attention to.
s e l f - e s t e e m section.
is your self-esteem extremely low?: Yes.... Very Extremly Low.
do you believe in yourself?: No, Not at all.
when people say they think you are attractive, do you deny you are?: Yes, Because i, unlike all of you, actually look at myself.
are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: I know i am those things, so therefor, i am not an idiot.
ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?: I know im not, but i wouldnt kill myself over it.
are you happy with who you are?: Personality wise, Yes. Looks wise, No.
do you wish you can be someone else?: No.
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1. Favorite scent: Vanilla.
2. Favorite way to relax: Music, and talking to Joel, He's cool.
3. Favorite movie you own: Orange County, Fucking FUNNY!.
4. Favorite movie you don't already own: Grind ;)
5. Favorite male celebrity: Not sure.
6. Favorite female celebrity: Also, Not Sure.
7. Favorite book genre: Any really.
8. Favorite clothing store: Jay Jays.
9. Favorite cartoon character: Not Sure
10. Favorite ice cream flavor: Not a huge fan of ice cream.
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1. What is your middle name?: Ellen
2. What color underwear are you wearing now?: Black.
3. What are you listening to right now?: Nothing. :\
4. What are the last 2 digits in ur phone number?: 49
5. What was the last thing you ate?: I'm not sure
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?: I dont think about it.
7. How is the weather right now?: Cool.
8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?: Mummmmmmy.
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: Hair. But I would much prefer talking to them.
10. Favorite type of Food?: Vegetarian Stuff.
11. Do you drink?: XXX For Life.
12. Do you smoke?: XXX For Life.
13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did?: XXX.
14. Hair color?: Brown.
15. Eye Color?: Blue.
16. Do you wear contacts?: Nope.
17. Single?: yes.
18. Favorite Month?: Winter.
20. Last Movie you Watched?: I dont remember.
21. Last kiss?: How bout first. Oh wait, i still cant answer that.
22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?: No.
24. Hugs or Kisses?: Both, Together, But i know i can't.
25. Chocolate or Vanilla?: Vanilla.
26. Favorite place?: My room.
28. What do you want to be when you grow up?: A teacher.
29. What books are you reading?: 2.
30. Piercings?: Ears.
31. Favorite Movie?: Grind.
32. Favorite baseball Team?: :\.
33. Favorite American Idol?: :\.
34. Any Pets?: A Kitty.
35. AIM SN?: I'm not going to say
36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?: None.
37. Dogs or cats?: Dogs.
38. Favorite Flower?: Frangapani... Gosh, I can't spell
39. What do you do when you wake up in the A.M?: Turn on my hair straightener.
40. Do you still talk to your best friends from intermediate school?: No, They all think im gay :\
41. What's on your desk?: Stuff.
42. Rock Concert or symphony?: Rock concert
43. Play or Opera?: Play
44. Have you ever fired a gun?: No, i couldn't
45. Do you like to travel by plane?: Yes.
46. Right-handed or Left-handed?: Right.
48. How many pillows do you sleep with?: Two.
49. Are you missing someone?: Yes, Very much so.
50. Did you like this survey?: It's getting my mind of things, so why not |
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[Oct. 5th, 2005|09:21 am] |
OH MY GOODNESS
AFI ARE GOING TO BE AT THE BIG DAY OUT
FUCK MY OPERATION! |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 23rd, 2005|05:44 pm] |
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LJ Interests meme results
- bassists:
I love the bass player good ;)
Oh Katherine - chris martin:
He is amazing!!!
His voice, his piano skillZ, his band
<3 - emo boys:
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
holy poop dude
I dont think i need to say why i like them! - him:
They are such a good band!
And Ville ;) - kurt cobain:
Amazing..
simply amazing - nine inch nails:
They're down ;) - radiohead:
XD!!!!!!
My first band that i really loved with big passion - the cure:
Robert Smith is like some sort of God
and that would make their music God-like - trent reznor:
He used to be cool :( - ♪:
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 23rd, 2005|05:34 pm] |
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Post anything that you want here, and post it anonymously. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a memory , a love... anything. Make sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what others have to say. |
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